Happy CNY & Valentine

Tiger year jor.. time pass so fast..
in CNy... dam,n boring.. nth to do... cant go travel cz something happen on my family..
avday also go out with bee.. plan here n there... until my bee also boring about it...

not much ang pao tis year.. economy no good~
how about u all? sure many wan rite? jealous~
tml going to dinner with my grandma~ eat eat eat~ my stomach get 1 more tayar jor lah~

(thInkinG) izzit im vry fat? the ans is yes~
(ThiNKing) izzit i vry ugly? the ans also the same... YES!
y i cant keep fit? cz my mouth itchy...
FAT make me so shine to wear any clother...
i wan keep fit.. but always also said only.. cant do it~

today cz 1 word i keep quiet with my bee...
thinking... i so fat so ugly.. so tb.. y he like me? dun understand..
until now.. i talk back with he but he like dunwan talk with me...

head feel so faint... vomit twice jor.. dunno wat happen.. mayb unfeeling well jor..
I DUNWAN SICK AGAIN!

tml going where? no idea~
plan to go shopping... but tml dad going to take his report..
so... have to c hw first...

sorry bee...

My world is going to be alone?

long time didn update my blog jor..
recently seldom on9 n busy of working..
n also recently many many thing happen~ i love god but god love me? who else knw?

yesterday soemthing wrong with me n he~
quiet til today~
alone at restorant~ waitng n waiting... at last... a msg come... no work today~
suak suak suak!!!!!!! a person hope bigger then her dissapointed iwl be more big~
haizzz...
wait u finish angry o finish ur bad mood then only find me bah~
sorry for wat i did yesterday~

today office many car to do~ business since become abit good jor...
how about my sales? hope can good as my office~
paulene at PJHQ now... me waitng good timing going bbt~ collect cheque then bck house..
something wrong in my body~ wan go bck n silver for whole day~
since i work sales.. my mouth non stop talking (chicken bckside)
keep think topic to talk with salesman~ T_______T"

i wan silent~ i wan quiet~
now at office sitting at khai yeh office n write blog~
is time to go collect cheque then go bck lo..
bye~ av1..
take care..

at last.. i dunno u uwill read my blog onot..
just wan told u dun treat me so cool.. u promise me jor.. but...
anyway~ miss u alot...